God Qualifies the Called
As the saying goes,
"God Doesn't Call the Qualified,
He Qualifies the Called"
In my case, that couldn't be more true!
At our going away party,
my friend and I realized that I didn't even know
the names of all twelve apostles...
During our formation with Family Missions Company,
we were asked to write a testimony
describing why we love Jesus so much.
It was in that moment that I realized I didn't love Jesus.
I didn't even know who the living Jesus was.
For me, He was nothing more than
a character in a history book...
...a book I hadn't spent much time reading.
As a kid, I got kicked out of class for arguing (loudly) with my catechism teacher
about the legitimacy of the beatitudes.
For all practical purposes,
I was as unqualified as one could possibly be.
What was God thinking when he called me???

One day, during our training in Louisiana, as I snuggled up on the comfy couch I heard our facilitator say,"Today, we're going to learn how to teach the whole kerygma in one talk." My chest tightened and I felt a bit of panic race through my veins. I slowly raised my hand and admitted to the group, "I don't even know what the kerygma is. I feel like I've never heard that word in my life." Our leader laughed and assured me that I was in the right place.
Our three months of preparation with FMC was invaluable. We learned SO, SO much!
The Whole Kerygma in One Talk:
The Peruvians in the little pueblo of Nuevo Morropon were delighted to hear the Good News...
Even though I now know the names of the twelve apostles in English, I haven't memorized them in Spanish yet so I'm not much further ahead. It trips me up that James in Spanish is "Santiago" and several books of the bible have very different sounding names. Thankfully, they're in the same order so I can always figure it out.
I am still so horribly unqualified for this job... ONLY by His grace (and lots of support from FMC and Team Carmody) are we able to bring the love and Good News of Jesus to the people here in Peru.